Heartache !

U will never know how pain my heart is ......
U will never know how hard I'm breathing now ......
U will never know how sad I m ......
U will never know how much my tear flow out ......

I'm useless !
I wish these 5 years will b passing very fast !
I feel very embarrassing for my job !
It's because I'm not a good nurse ! I can't perform well .

Now I understand , without u , my world is not meaningful at all !
Unhappy ! Lonely ! Sad ! Fear !
Dear ! I miss u :(