I ♥ my dear

I just have my dinner with my mum and uncle . Today uncle seen like unhappy . Is it because of me ? :|
Maybe sometimes I have a high demanding from others . I seek for prefect ! People and myself also will get tired with this type of attitude . And , I will always be thinking negative , these can make me feel upset , sad , disappointed ...... Sometimes I even think I'm so hopelessness in this world ! Hahaha ! Is it all these are signs and symptoms of depression ?!
My college final exam results were out . Many of my classmate sms to my tutor in charge , Ms Jan , to asked for the result . But , for me , I don't even to do this ! Ya ~ I'm not interested to know it . My OSCE result was damn bad , so I knew that I'm going to lag behind from others . My seniors are no more here , who will be really practice hard with me ? I think only Jessica . I'm not clever , I really need more practice , not only practice the skills by " talking " but not really practising . Everything were passed , fine ~ I already expected my results will be poor .
Let's talk some other things . Yesterday I went to Genting with my mum and uncle . This is my first time to went in the casino . Kiki ~ The security guards asked me for my IC , hahahahahah ! They don't believed that I already more than 18 years old or thought that I came from China ? Wahahahahhahahaha ~ :D Anywhere , it's fine . I didn't gambling . I just sat a site to watch singing shows . My mum and I had play some indoor games . And , we went in to the snow world house , it's actually very small , but it's cool , the temperature was -3 celsius . I damn happy to playing the snow with other peoples that I'm not really knew them . Until my hair become wet . We go back home at 12 midnight . Huuuuu ~ Very tired !
You know ? Some of the people thought I'm really a China girl . By the way , they looking at me one kind only . So weird ! I don't understand . I'm not a fair girl , my breasts not so big ,my eyes are not big enought , why they thought me as a China girl ? Especially when I'm going out with my dear >.<
I talked to my dear in phone for 1 hour just now . Actually my dear not really like me to go to disco or clubbing . Yerp ! For right now , I'm no more touching the beer or alcohol . So ..... my friends .... no need to ask me to go for clubbing okies ^^ I like my dear been keep control me for sometimes and some reason . I know you are right , dear :-* I'm a stubborn girl , so ... I will only listen or accept for a person perception if he / she are doing something reasonable .
Thanks dear , love you :)


Pinky :)