Wow ! The internet line a bit slow here . Finally our presentation is over by today . I'm so nervous to standing in front and did my presentation ! Now , everything is over ...... Fuhhhh! After college , me and my friend , Rebecca have our lunch in Steven Corner . And , we chit chat until 4.30 pm to go back . Enjoy it .
Now , let me take a deep breath to type something . Yes ! I wanted to talk about "her" . Yesterday I type until half way and went out to meet my friend . Let's be continuing now ......
Is it I didn't give you a chance to change yourself and your situation ? Is it I didn't talked to you by personally ? Is it I straight away go to complaint to our tutor ? You better think properly . What I told you when I saw you in the room ? And , WHAT HAD YOU PROMISE TO ME ON THAT TIME , FRIEND ? Did you really think about it ? Seriously , I assumed you are my friend okay ! But , you really break my heart ! You make me feel so disappointed . You never ever keep your promise . And , you give me so many STUPID REASONS !
I regret ? Who said ? And , who tell you about this ? I'm not regret at all . You only think is people's fault . But , you ? Yourself ? What you did was correct ? You bring your boy to stay there is a right action ? Not only once , but is so many times . Don't think I don't know . Do you really think about other people situation and why people will do this for you .
I know these become a big issue in our college . I had tried to settle with you by personally , Did I ? You tell me ! What can I say now is , you force me , you make me go to complain to our tutor okay ! You don't know your action is too over . If you listen to my advice not to bring him to come back again , as a friend , did you think I will go to complaint about you . Please think !
I will never regret ! Some more I told my friends I never ever regret what I did in all these things . Ya ! I loss a friend rather than anything is important for my safety . And , I'm not the same with you okay ! At least , I will think carefully to do everything . I will think about the effect of each matter . Did you ? You ask yourself . If yes , you know what is your effect in bringing your boy to stay overnight in hostel ?
You listen here , my heart already get hurt enough because you as my friend , your action automatically make me couldn't trust you . There's not any reason to let me trust you again . And , you ask yourself , is it right to went in my room to took my things to used without informed me ?Is it right to took my foods to ate without my permission ? You don't say :" No ! I never open your door and took anything to use ! When am I ate your foods ? " You , you tell me ! How hurt am I ? How come you do all these things to me ? Initially I tried to forget about your boy issue . But , when I realized that you treat me like a stupid person , used my stuff but think that I don't know . I was so hurt ! Could I stop my mouth to complaint to our tutor ? Can I ? You tell me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please ! Please think about your action . And , about the handphone number ....... you did ? You ask yourself . Don't blame people without thinking deeply and clearly . How old are you now ? Please be matured ! 40 k ? I must responsible for it ? Idiot :) Please open your eyes big big , when u so proud , so enjoy , willingly to did your desicion to bring him to stay in , you must know the result of your action is to pay 40 k .
Everyone also know , our hostel is girls hostel . How come a boy can come to stay overnight ? And , I'm proud to say about it , I'm different from you ! So , don't said both of us are not different from others . Ya ! I told you about my problems previously . Why ? Because I assumed you was my friend . I also got boyfriend , but I didn't act like you " so cheap " to bring him to stay in . My mind is alert , I know this shouldn't be happened in myself and I know if this happened , the result that I must face is very serious .
May be other people will think that I'm so cruel to report these to my tutor . You are not me , you will not be understand why I act on like this . Please think that if you is in my situation , what will you do ? Give a honest answer to yourself .
Wasting my saliva to tell you about these . In the nut shell , if you really think I'm your friend , you will not treat me like a stupid person . Anywhere , everything must have a desicion . I already shift out from the hostel , you should be happy . Enjoy yourself at there .
Tell you a truth , initially I was sad because I knew that I'm going to loss a friend , but now I should be optimistic to end up this friendship between me and you . If any one had read this blog , you all should know ," her " topic will deep into sea . Not one will mention about her again .
Relieve...... Thanks !


Pinky :)